will let you know
interesting
a synchronicity
a large awakening
a bigger experience
a convergence of cosmic
coordination, many things
coming together to create
a collapse within
the psyche
imploding, and then
the mind just not working,
not able to think,
thoughts were ...
bre...aking
a... part
broken... thoughts ...
images.. broken... thoughts
sitting down
in meditation
the entire psyche
collapsing
nothing to
do to
stop
it
an explosion of
energy, an eruption
up through, white light,
like a upward rushing
waterfall of light and
a feeling of gladness
of happiness
of wellness
of clarity
30 minutes later
which felt like actually
a really long time but was
only 30 minutes, the mind is
fine, much more clarity, much
more chest forward,
no more fear
what has been
leading up to this,
how controlling and
anxious and afraid, like
it was a surprise to see
this, that's what has
also been seen
perhaps awakening has utility
even if it doesn't change our day to day,
but one also looks to see how this changes
the day to day in a practical
and applicable way
